a crushing pain constricting me
I always figured I'd selfishly go
maybe on a beach with a radio
Ever wonder what it'd be like?
stopping a fight between a husband and wife?
behind the guns a guilty feeling
but alive and stealing is worth the killing
I've been appointed to go from the beginning
"You don't know
what I've been put through
owning this moment is all i have
you couldn't possibly understand
why i have this revolver in my left hand"
"Quiet now, the kids are sleeping
though through the clothes
and behind closed doors
my broken body is aged and weakening
please, continue discreetly punishing me for breathing"
If there was a heaven I'd be smiling
wouldn't take it back for a minute
turning that weapon around on you
was the best thing that I ever did